I'm Going to Fail

I'm going to fail.
I'm going to fail gym

because I can't do 60 pushups in 60 seconds. I can do like 3. Maybe. Sorry that I'm not a fucking jock. I try to do pushups and fall on my face. On the gym floor. I cannot support my own body. I have zero muscles. I shouldn't have to do this; I'm not obese..

I'm going to fail APUSH.

because I can't remember anything I read and he doesn't teach us. Yeah, I suck at history and probablly shouldn't have taken this class. God it's killing me. I'm going to fail. Huge test tomorrow and I'm going to fail.

I'm going to fail English.

because I can't read. Like I said before, if I read, I just can't remember anything. So I just stopped reading. And I keep getting so depressed that I just don't write the papers that I need to and then he yells at me and then I almost start crying.

I'm going to fail life.

because all my friends hate me except my friend who is in love with me and I missed my period again and I'm so fat and ugly and over ate today because I was all like "be normal" and now I want to die and I just don't see the point in living anymore.

It hurts too much to live ..