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i should write .. i know that  i should. but all i want to do is cry. i took 4 tylenol pm and still cant sleep. i want to die. i feel like i have no one. like i really do. my life is bullshit. seriously .. dont read this. because its just me complaing about my life. i'm a whining little bitch. i'm so fat. i've never weighed this much in my life. UGH FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE KIDDD.