so. today. i have to see my exboyfriend. the one i dated for a year and a half. the one i loved. the one i lost my virginity to when i was fourteen. the one who fucking ruined my whole life because he is suck and asshole. yeah. that one.
it's going to be really hard. i haven't seen him since the day before we broke up. july 31. my dad's birthday party. but. now i have to see him.
i knew that this was going to happen sometime or other. i just didn't think that it would be this soon. we've only been broken up 5 months and like a week. this is gunna be hard.
i'm actually afraid. i'm afraid that he's going to hurt me. physically. but, he won't. my family will be there. his family will be there.
well, we'll see.
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