so today i saw my ex.
he hasn't changed a bit.
and, idk, but like ... i kinda wanted him back. and i'm not sure why. maybe it just reminded me of what things were like before we started dating. we could talk. we could have fun.
he still remembers everything about me. he remembers everything i told him. he remembers everything we did together.
he can drive now. he hasn't worked the past 2 weeks. he has no money. i don't think he has a new girlfriend yet. i hope not. that would just hurt way to much. for him to have a new girlfriend before i got a new boyfriend.
i don't think i could see him again. at least not for a while. because i know that i would want to date him again. i just have to keep reminding myself of all the pain he put me through. it hurt so much.
i only ate 350 cals today. i feel great. (: i still have homework to do.
first is a bio lab packet. then a guided notes packet. and then reading for history. and i might have some questions to do as well. i'm going to do the lab packet and then fold laundry and then do the rest. i also have a paper to write that was due friday, but i might just take a zero ..
blah sorry for that. i need to write my schedule down or i won't follow it. :p imma mess. <3
much love,
rebecca
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