i have no one.
i officially have no one.
and it's so hard to deal with.
i have no one that i can talk to about anything. and it is eating me up inside. all of my friends have turned on me. my best friend doesn't want to talk to me because i don't want to date him. he asked me "how could you have sex with me when you don't even like me?" it was like a smack in the face. it was like he was basically saying "oh hey, you're a slutt" and of course he had to pick the day that i really needed to tell him something. tell him what's been eating me alive. but now i can't. it's too hard. no one will know. i'll just let it tear me to bits.
i need to weigh myself. today my mom made me eat because my jeans actually fell off of me today ..
Loneliness can sometimes turns into solitude. The life is changing everytime, You lose sight of your friends, and you know others persons who will be your friends.
ReplyDeleteI wear 2 underpants under my jean and my mom believed I've gained some pounds. I haven't, though !
I hope you'll be better.